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December 22nd, 2010 (02:58 pm)
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I miss school already. Right now I'm at home with no purpose and pretty much nothing to do besides hang around with Momma, but we're both in such godawful moods (misery loves company, of course) that we don't feel like doing anything. We've been baking cookies and doing our shopping for Christmas, though neither one of us are getting any real joy out of it. I guess I have one excuse for not really being in the spirit since my paternal grandmother died a couple months ago, though I don't think that's quite it. I do admit that I'm lonely, though, not hanging around with Karl (even though I don't want to be with him every day -- making me shit SO potential, but luckily that's not what I am or what I see him as).

The past few days I've been in such a rotten mood. I've got a short fuse with 95% of people and can hardly stand being around people, especially strangers. I feel like hibernating for hours per day, and I actually do go up to my room for a nap (but mainly quiet time) daily. I just don't get it. Maybe I need the stress of being up to my ears drowning in schoolwork to keep me happy.

Hmm.

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Getting down with the gay

December 18th, 2010 (02:15 am)

So I've been marathoning Glee and Queer as Folk since finals ended. I'm back to having no life and it feels sooooo goooood.

(Straight A's this semester? Fingers crossed, but doubtful.)

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adsgaaaaaaaaaaaa

December 11th, 2010 (08:30 pm)

I hate chemistry. It makes me feel so stupid and I'm damn glad it's almost over.

I hate working on the bulk of huge projects last minute. I could've sworn I started working on this thing close to the beginning of the semester, why am I working on it STILL?

I hate that I have three exams on Monday. FFS IT'S A MONDAY.

I like that I have no school on Mondays next semester, though. But with two lab courses, I hate that it's like I'm taking six separate classes. Luckily they're all Vet courses and I'll be, fingers crossed, less homework bound. I've got a baaaad feeling that I'll have a quiz or somesuch every day... It does make sense. My advisor did say that the first semester is cake compared to the rest of the program.

Blegh, I wish I didn't have everyone I know all proud of me for going into the veterinary field otherwise I would TOTALLY transfer and get a degree in library tech. Librariology.

CLOACA.

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July 7th, 2010 (02:02 pm)

APARTMENT GET!

:)

I need to start listening to BL dramas again. I miss my Toriumi and MoriMori goodness... :(

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July 3rd, 2010 (12:38 am)

Checking out a new apartment in ten-odd hours. I really, really hope this place is decent and at least partially to my taste. I'm really going to hate it if I have to stay in the (possibly) haunted shithole I've rented for the past year. Karl tells me not to leave the place (because he doesn't want to help me move or pack, I bet) but I HATE IT THERE. HATE WITH FIRE. My parents don't like it either. Lazy landlord! YEAH! But money is a huge issue here... because I HAVE NONE. I can't get a job for the summer because I've gotta be out of the apartment by the 15th, and then... well, blah. School and stuff. I need to see if i can get a different job with the school because the last one went under. And it's not much, but that $200 a month helped.

Ugh, we're dogsitting for my aunt... I really, really don't like her little chihuahua. The big one's okay, but the other keeps chasing my cats and it's pissing me off.

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really

May 29th, 2010 (07:10 pm)

If LJ had games I'd cut it out with Facebook... then I'd, like, never have a life ever again. School has taken care of that, anyway. At least I'm out for the summer! Now all I have to do is get a new apartment and get my license and get a car and get a part-time job so I can afford everything! Fantastic!

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January 6th, 2010 (10:42 am)
crappy

location: apartment
feeling: achy

I am oddly addicted to FFX-2, which I am going to play RIGHTNOW.

Have to get all my gaming out before next semester starts and all my time is consumed by my job and homework. Professor Layton 2 down, next up is FFX-2 (almost 50%), then maybe I'll finish Suikoden 4 now that I have all 108 SoD... then Silent Hill 3? Hmm... can I do all that in two weeks? (Probably not, considering I've logged 25 hours into FFX-2 and have been playing it for two, three days.)

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LJ Review 2009

December 29th, 2009 (02:04 am)

This year had its ups and downs. To recap, I lost my grandpa on my birthday, and a total of twelve cats: two we put to sleep (Fluffy and Menoush), and ten (TEN) were stillborn litters thanks to Phoebe, and we almost had to put Juvie down because of her barrage of seizures; I question her quality of life on a daily basis, seeing as she can barely walk without slipping/falling though she does seem happy enough... anyway. On the upside, GED and COLLEGE! Plus I got my two traveling apartment kitties (Twink and Bolt).

Time for yearly meme!

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During the semester I had... what, one to three posts per month? Yikes.

Okay, early resolution: in 2010 I will get my driver's license. I drive already, may as well, you know, make it legal.

In other news, I'm so ready to go back to school. I miss my walking in the dark and/or cold, miss my apartment in a strange way (going back for a week on January 2nd), miss... I dunno. Random other things. Since the semester ended, my day-to-day has consisted of nothing but eating Crimmus cookies and playing games on Facebook.

Have a safe New Year's Eve, all!

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December 29th, 2009 (12:58 am)
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THANK YOU SANTA FOR PAID LJ TIME! <3!

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December 25th, 2009 (12:37 am)
tired
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feeling: tired

Merry Christmas!!